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Herman Melville Bartleby the
Scrivener, A Story of Wall Street
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I am a rather elderly man. The nature of my
avocations for the last thirty years has brought me into more
than ordinary contact with what would seem an interesting and
somewhat singular set of men, of whom as yet nothing that I
know of has ever been written:-- I mean the law-copyists or
scriveners. I have known very many of them, professionally and
privately, and if I pleased, could relate divers histories, at
which good-natured gentlemen might smile, and sentimental
souls might weep. But I waive the biographies of all other
scriveners for a few passages in the life of Bartleby, who was
a scrivener the strangest I ever saw or heard of. While of
other law-copyists I might write the complete life, of
Bartleby nothing of that sort can be done. I believe that no
materials exist for a full and satisfactory biography of this
man. It is an irreparable loss to literature. Bartleby was one
of those beings of whom nothing is ascertainable, except from
the original sources, and in his case those are very small.
What my own astonished eyes saw of Bartleby, that is all I
know of him, except, indeed, one vague report which will
appear in the sequel.
Ere introducing the scrivener, as
he first appeared to me, it is fit I make some mention of
myself, my employées, my business, my chambers, and general
surroundings; because some such description is indispensable
to an adequate understanding of the chief character about to
be presented.
Imprimis: I am a man who, from his youth
upwards, has been filled with a profound conviction that the
easiest way of life is the best. Hence, though I belong to a
profession proverbially energetic and nervous, even to
turbulence, at times, yet nothing of that sort have I ever
suffered to invade my peace. I am one of those unambitious
lawyers who never addresses a jury, or in any way draws down
public applause; but in the cool tranquillity of a snug
retreat, do a snug business among rich men's bonds and
mortgages and title-deeds. All who know me consider me an
eminently safe man. The late John Jacob Astor, a personage
little given to poetic enthusiasm, had no hesitation in
pronouncing my first grand point to be prudence; my next,
method. I do not speak it in vanity, but simply record the
fact, that I was not unemployed in my profession by the late
John Jacob Astor; a name which, I admit, I love to repeat, for
it hath a rounded and orbicular sound to it, and rings like
unto bullion. I will freely add, that I was not insensible to
the late John Jacob Astor's good opinion.
Some time
prior to the period at which this little history begins, my
avocations had been largely increased. The good old office,
now extinct in the State of New-York, of a Master in Chancery,
had been conferred upon me. It was not a very arduous office,
but very pleasantly remunerative. I seldom lose my temper;
much more seldom indulge in dangerous indignation at wrongs
and outrages; but I must be permitted to be rash here and
declare, that I consider the sudden and violent abrogation of
the office of Master of Chancery, by the new Constitution, as
a -- premature act; inasmuch as I had counted upon a
life-lease of the profits, whereas I only received those of a
few short years. But this is by the way.
My chambers
were up stairs at No. -- Wall-street. At one end they looked
upon the white wall of the interior of a spacious sky-light
shaft, penetrating the building from top to bottom. This view
might have been considered rather tame than otherwise,
deficient in what landscape painters call "life." But if so,
the view from the other end of my chambers offered, at least,
a contrast, if nothing more. In that direction my windows
commanded an unobstructed view of a lofty brick wall, black by
age and everlasting shade; which wall required no spy-glass to
bring out its lurking beauties, but for the benefit of all
near-sighted spectators, was pushed up to within ten feet of
my window panes. Owing to the great height of the surrounding
buildings, and my chambers being on the second floor, the
interval between this wall and mine not a little resembled a
huge square cistern.
At the period just preceding the
advent of Bartleby, I had two persons as copyists in my
employment, and a promising lad as an office-boy. First,
Turkey; second, Nippers; third, Ginger Nut. These may seem
names, the like of which are not usually found in the
Directory. In truth they were nicknames, mutually conferred
upon each other by my three clerks, and were deemed expressive
of their respective persons or characters. Turkey was a short,
pursy Englishman of about my own age, that is, somewhere not
far from sixty. In the morning, one might say, his face was of
a fine florid hue, but after twelve o'clock, meridian-- his
dinner hour-- it blazed like a grate full of Christmas coals;
and continued blazing-- but, as it were, with a gradual wane--
till 6 o'clock, P. M. or thereabouts, after which I saw no
more of the proprietor of the face, which gaining its meridian
with the sun, seemed to set with it, to rise, culminate, and
decline the following day, with the like regularity and
undiminished glory. There are many singular coincidences I
have known in the course of my life, not the least among which
was the fact, that exactly when Turkey displayed his fullest
beams from his red and radiant countenance, just then, too, at
that critical moment, began the daily period when I considered
his business capacities as seriously disturbed for the
remainder of the twenty-four hours. Not that he was absolutely
idle, or averse to business then; far from it. The difficulty
was, he was apt to be altogether too energetic. There was a
strange, inflamed, flurried, flighty recklessness of activity
about him. He would be incautious in dipping his pen into his
inkstand. All his blots upon my documents, were dropped there
after twelve o'clock, meridian. Indeed, not only would he be
reckless and sadly given to making blots in the afternoon, but
some days he went further, and was rather noisy. At such
times, too, his face flamed with augmented blazonry, as if
cannel coal had been heaped on anthracite. He made an
unpleasant racket with his chair; spilled his sand-box; in
mending his pens, impatiently split them all to pieces, and
threw them on the floor in a sudden passion; stood up and
leaned over his table, boxing his papers about in a most
indecorous manner, very sad to behold in an elderly man like
him. Nevertheless, as he was in many ways a most valuable
person to me, and all the time before twelve o'clock,
meridian, was the quickest, steadiest creature too,
accomplishing a great deal of work in a style not easy to be
matched--for these reasons, I was willing to overlook his
eccentricities, though indeed, occasionally, I remonstrated
with him. I did this very gently, however, because, though the
civilest, nay, the blandest and most reverential of men in the
morning, yet in the afternoon he was disposed, upon
provocation, to be slightly rash with his tongue, in fact,
insolent. Now, valuing his morning services as I did, and
resolved not to lose them; yet, at the same time made
uncomfortable by his inflamed ways after twelve o'clock; and
being a man of peace, unwilling by my admonitions to call
forth unseemly retorts from him; I took upon me, one Saturday
noon (he was always worse on Saturdays), to hint to him, very
kindly, that perhaps now that he was growing old, it might be
well to abridge his labors; in short, he need not come to my
chambers after twelve o'clock, but, dinner over, had best go
home to his lodgings and rest himself till tea-time. But no;
he insisted upon his afternoon devotions. His countenance
became intolerably fervid, as he oratorically assured me--
gesticulating with a long ruler at the other end of the room--
that if his services in the morning were useful, how
indispensible, then, in the afternoon?
"With
submission, sir," said Turkey on this occasion, "I consider
myself your right-hand man. In the morning I but marshal and
deploy my columns; but in the afternoon I put myself at their
head, and gallantly charge the foe, thus!"-- and he made a
violent thrust with the ruler.
"But the blots, Turkey,"
intimated I.
"True,-- but, with submission, sir, behold
these hairs! I am getting old. Surely, sir, a blot or two of a
warm afternoon is not to be severely urged against gray hairs.
Old age-- even if it blot the page-- is honorable. With
submission, sir, we both are getting old."
This appeal
to my fellow-feeling was hardly to be resisted. At all events,
I saw that go he would not. So I made up my mind to let him
stay, resolving, nevertheless, to see to it, that during the
afternoon he had to do with my less important
papers.
Nippers, the second on my list, was a
whiskered, sallow, and, upon the whole, rather
piratical-looking young man of about five and twenty. I always
deemed him the victim of two evil powers--ambition and
indigestion. The ambition was evinced by a certain impatience
of the duties of a mere copyist, an unwarrantable usurpation
of strictly professional affairs, such as the original drawing
up of legal documents. The indigestion seemed betokened in an
occasional nervous testiness and grinning irritability,
causing the teeth to audibly grind together over mistakes
committed in copying; unnecessary maledictions, hissed, rather
than spoken, in the heat of business; and especially by a
continual discontent with the height of the table where he
worked. Though of a very ingenious mechanical turn, Nippers
could never get this table to suit him. He put chips under it,
blocks of various sorts, bits of pasteboard, and at last went
so far as to attempt an exquisite adjustment by final pieces
of folded blotting-paper. But no invention would answer. If,
for the sake of easing his back, he brought the table lid at a
sharp angle well up towards his chin, and wrote there like a
man using the steep roof of a Dutch house for his desk:-- then
he declared that it stopped the circulation in his arms. If
now he lowered the table to his waistbands, and stooped over
it in writing, then there was a sore aching in his back. In
short, the truth of the matter was, Nippers knew not what he
wanted. Or, if he wanted any thing, it was to be rid of a
scrivener's table altogether. Among the manifestations of his
diseased ambition was a fondness he had for receiving visits
from certain ambiguous-looking fellows in seedy coats, whom he
called his clients. Indeed I was aware that not only was he,
at times, considerable of a ward-politician, but he
occasionally did a little business at the Justices' courts,
and was not unknown on the steps of the Tombs. I have good
reason to believe, however, that one individual who called
upon him at my chambers, and who, with a grand air, he
insisted was his client, was no other than a dun, and the
alleged title-deed, a bill. But with all his failings, and the
annoyances he caused me, Nippers, like his compatriot Turkey,
was a very useful man to me; wrote a neat, swift hand; and,
when he chose, was not deficient in a gentlemanly sort of
deportment. Added to this, he always dressed in a gentlemanly
sort of way; and so, incidentally, reflected credit upon my
chambers. Whereas with respect to Turkey, I had much ado to
keep him from being a reproach to me. His clothes were apt to
look oily and smell of eating-houses. He wore his pantaloons
very loose and baggy in summer. His coats were execrable; his
hat not be to handled. But while the hat was a thing of
indifference to me, inasmuch as his natural civility and
deference, as a dependent Englishman, always led him to doff
it the moment he entered the room, yet his coat was another
matter. Concerning his coats, I reasoned with him; but with no
effect. The truth was, I suppose, that a man with so small an
income, could not afford to sport such a lustrous face and a
lustrous coat at one and the same time. As Nippers once
observed, Turkey's money went chiefly for red ink. One winter
day I presented Turkey with a highly-respectable looking coat
of my own, a padded gray coat, of a most comfortable warmth,
and which buttoned straight up from the knee to the neck. I
thought Turkey would appreciate the favor, and abate his
rashness and obstreperousness of afternoons. But no. I verily
believe that buttoning himself up in so downy and blanket-like
a coat had a pernicious effect upon him; upon the same
principle that too much oats are bad for horses. In fact,
precisely as a rash, restive horse is said to feel his oats,
so Turkey felt his coat. It made him insolent. He was a man
whom prosperity harmed.
Though concerning the
self-indulgent habits of Turkey I had my own private surmises,
yet touching Nippers I was well persuaded that whatever might
be his faults in other respects, he was, at least, a temperate
young man. But indeed, nature herself seemed to have been his
vintner, and at his birth charged him so thoroughly with an
irritable, brandy-like disposition, that all subsequent
potations were needless. When I consider how, amid the
stillness of my chambers, Nippers would sometimes impatiently
rise from his seat, and stooping over his table, spread his
arms wide apart, seize the whole desk, and move it, and jerk
it, with a grim, grinding motion on the floor, as if the table
were a perverse voluntary agent, intent on thwarting and
vexing him; I plainly perceive that for Nippers, brandy and
water were altogether superfluous.
It was fortunate for
me that, owing to its peculiar cause-- indigestion-- the
irritability and consequent nervousness of Nippers, were
mainly observable in the morning, while in the afternoon he
was comparatively mild. So that Turkey's paroxysms only coming
on about twelve o'clock, I never had to do with their
eccentricities at one time. Their fits relieved each other
like guards. When Nippers' was on, Turkey's was off; and vice
versa. This was a good natural arrangement under the
circumstances.
Ginger Nut, the third on my list, was a
lad some twelve years old. His father was a carman, ambitious
of seeing his son on the bench instead of a cart, before he
died. So he sent him to my office as student at law, errand
boy, and cleaner and sweeper, at the rate of one dollar a
week. He had a little desk to himself, but he did not use it
much. Upon inspection, the drawer exhibited a great array of
the shells of various sorts of nuts. Indeed, to this
quick-witted youth the whole noble science of the law was
contained in a nut-shell. Not the least among the employments
of Ginger Nut, as well as one which he discharged with the
most alacrity, was his duty as cake and apple purveyor for
Turkey and Nippers. Copying law papers being proverbially a
dry, husky sort of business, my two scriveners were fain to
moisten their mouths very often with Spitzenbergs to be had at
the numerous stalls nigh the Custom House and Post Office.
Also, they sent Ginger Nut very frequently for that peculiar
cake-- small, flat, round, and very spicy-- after which he had
been named by them. Of a cold morning when business was but
dull, Turkey would gobble up scores of these cakes, as if they
were mere wafers-- indeed they sell them at the rate of six or
eight for a penny-- the scrape of his pen blending with the
crunching of the crisp particles in his mouth. Of all the
fiery afternoon blunders and flurried rashnesses of Turkey,
was his once moistening a ginger-cake between his lips, and
clapping it on to a mortgage for a seal. I came within an ace
of dismissing him then. But he mollified me by making an
oriental bow, and saying-- "With submission, sir, it was
generous of me to find you in stationery on my own
account."
Now my original business-- that of a
conveyancer and title hunter, and drawer-up of recondite
documents of all sorts-- was considerably increased by
receiving the master's office. There was now great work for
scriveners. Not only must I push the clerks already with me,
but I must have additional help. In answer to my
advertisement, a motionless young man one morning, stood upon
my office threshold, the door being open, for it was summer. I
can see that figure now-- pallidly neat, pitiably respectable,
incurably forlorn! It was Bartleby.
After a few words
touching his qualifications, I engaged him, glad to have among
my corps of copyists a man of so singularly sedate an aspect,
which I thought might operate beneficially upon the flighty
temper of Turkey, and the fiery one of Nippers.
I
should have stated before that ground glass folding-doors
divided my premises into two parts, one of which was occupied
by my scriveners, the other by myself. According to my humor I
threw open these doors, or closed them. I resolved to assign
Bartleby a corner by the folding-doors, but on my side of
them, so as to have this quiet man within easy call, in case
any trifling thing was to be done. I placed his desk close up
to a small side-window in that part of the room, a window
which originally had afforded a lateral view of certain grimy
back-yards and bricks, but which, owing to subsequent
erections, commanded at present no view at all, though it gave
some light. Within three feet of the panes was a wall, and the
light came down from far above, between two lofty buildings,
as from a very small opening in a dome. Still further to a
satisfactory arrangement, I procured a high green folding
screen, which might entirely isolate Bartleby from my sight,
though not remove him from my voice. And thus, in a manner,
privacy and society were conjoined.
At first Bartleby
did an extraordinary quantity of writing. As if long famishing
for something to copy, he seemed to gorge himself on my
documents. There was no pause for digestion. He ran a day and
night line, copying by sun-light and by candle-light. I should
have been quite delighted with his application, had be been
cheerfully industrious. But he wrote on silently, palely,
mechanically.
It is, of course, an indispensable part
of a scrivener's business to verify the accuracy of his copy,
word by word. Where there are two or more scriveners in an
office, they assist each other in this examination, one
reading from the copy, the other holding the original. It is a
very dull, wearisome, and lethargic affair. I can readily
imagine that to some sanguine temperaments it would be
altogether intolerable. For example, I cannot credit that the
mettlesome poet Byron would have contentedly sat down with
Bartleby to examine a law document of, say five hundred pages,
closely written in a crimpy hand.
Now and then, in the
haste of business, it had been my habit to assist in comparing
some brief document myself, calling Turkey or Nippers for this
purpose. One object I had in placing Bartleby so handy to me
behind the screen, was to avail myself of his services on such
trivial occasions. It was on the third day, I think, of his
being with me, and before any necessity had arisen for having
his own writing examined, that, being much hurried to complete
a small affair I had in hand, I abruptly called to Bartleby.
In my haste and natural expectancy of instant compliance, I
sat with my head bent over the original on my desk, and my
right hand sideways, and somewhat nervously extended with the
copy, so that immediately upon emerging from his retreat,
Bartleby might snatch it and proceed to business without the
least delay.
In this very attitude did I sit when I
called to him, rapidly stating what it was I wanted him to
do--namely, to examine a small paper with me. Imagine my
surprise, nay, my consternation, when without moving from his
privacy, Bartleby in a singularly mild, firm voice, replied,
"I would prefer not to."
I sat awhile in perfect
silence, rallying my stunned faculties. Immediately it
occurred to me that my ears had deceived me, or Bartleby had
entirely misunderstood my meaning. I repeated my request in
the clearest tone I could assume. But in quite as clear a one
came the previous reply, "I would prefer not
to."
"Prefer not to," echoed I, rising in high
excitement, and crossing the room with a stride. "What do you
mean? Are you moon-struck? I want you to help me compare this
sheet here-- take it," and I thrust it towards him.
"I
would prefer not to," said he.
I looked at him
steadfastly. His face was leanly composed; his gray eye dimly
calm. Not a wrinkle of agitation rippled him. Had there been
the least uneasiness, anger, impatience or impertinence in his
manner; in other words, had there been any thing ordinarily
human about him, doubtless I should have violently dismissed
him from the premises. But as it was, I should have as soon
thought of turning my pale plaster-of-paris bust of Cicero out
of doors. I stood gazing at him awhile, as he went on with his
own writing, and then reseated myself at my desk. This is very
strange, thought I. What had one best do? But my business
hurried me. I concluded to forget the matter for the present,
reserving it for my future leisure. So calling Nippers from
the other room, the paper was speedily examined.
A few
days after this, Bartleby concluded four lengthy documents,
being quadruplicates of a week's testimony taken before me in
my High Court of Chancery. It became necessary to examine
them. It was an important suit, and great accuracy was
imperative. Having all things arranged I called Turkey,
Nippers and Ginger Nut from the next room, meaning to place
the four copies in the hands of my four clerks, while I should
read from the original. Accordingly Turkey, Nippers and Ginger
Nut had taken their seats in a row, each with his document in
hand, when I called to Bartleby to join this interesting
group.
"Bartleby! quick, I am waiting."
I heard
a slow scrape of his chair legs on the uncarpeted floor, and
soon he appeared standing at the entrance of his
hermitage.
"What is wanted?" said he
mildly.
"The copies, the copies," said I hurriedly. "We
are going to examine them. There"-- and I held towards him the
fourth quadruplicate.
"I would prefer not to," he said,
and gently disappeared behind the screen.
For a few
moments I was turned into a pillar of salt, standing at the
head of my seated column of clerks. Recovering myself, I
advanced towards the screen, and demanded the reason for such
extraordinary conduct.
"Why do you refuse?"
"I
would prefer not to."
With any other man I should have
flown outright into a dreadful passion, scorned all further
words, and thrust him ignominiously from my presence. But
there was something about Bartleby that not only strangely
disarmed me, but in a wonderful manner touched and
disconcerted me. I began to reason with him.
"These are
your own copies we are about to examine. It is labor saving to
you, because one examination will answer for your four papers.
It is common usage. Every copyist is bound to help examine his
copy. Is it not so? Will you not speak? Answer!"
"I
prefer not to," he replied in a flute-like tone. It seemed to
me that while I had been addressing him, he carefully revolved
every statement that I made; fully comprehended the meaning;
could not gainsay the irresistible conclusion; but, at the
same time, some paramount consideration prevailed with him to
reply as he did.
"You are decided, then, not to comply
with my request--a request made according to common usage and
common sense?"
He briefly gave me to understand that on
that point my judgment was sound. Yes: his decision was
irreversible.
It is not seldom the case that when a man
is browbeaten in some unprecedented and violently unreasonable
way, he begins to stagger in his own plainest faith. He
begins, as it were, vaguely to surmise that, wonderful as it
may be, all the justice and all the reason is on the other
side. Accordingly, if any disinterested persons are present,
he turns to them for some reinforcement for his own faltering
mind.
"Turkey," said I, "what do you think of this? Am
I not right?"
"With submission, sir," said Turkey, with
his blandest tone, "I think that you are."
"Nippers,"
said I, "what do you think of it?"
"I think I should
kick him out of the office."
(The reader of nice
perceptions will here perceive that, it being morning,
Turkey's answer is couched in polite and tranquil terms, but
Nippers replies in ill-tempered ones. Or, to repeat a previous
sentence, Nippers's ugly mood was on duty, and Turkey's
off.)
"Ginger Nut," said I, willing to enlist the
smallest suffrage in my behalf, "what do you think of
it?"
"I think, sir, he's a little luny," replied Ginger
Nut, with a grin.
"You hear what they say," said I,
turning towards the screen, "come forth and do your
duty."
But he vouchsafed no reply. I pondered a moment
in sore perplexity. But once more business hurried me. I
determined again to postpone the consideration of this dilemma
to my future leisure. With a little trouble we made out to
examine the papers without Bartleby, though at every page or
two, Turkey deferentially dropped his opinion that this
proceeding was quite out of the common; while Nippers,
twitching in his chair with a dyspeptic nervousness, ground
out between his set teeth occasional hissing maledictions
against the stubborn oaf behind the screen. And for his
(Nippers's) part, this was the first and the last time he
would do another man's business without pay.
Meanwhile
Bartleby sat in his hermitage, oblivious to every thing but
his own peculiar business there.
Some days passed, the
scrivener being employed upon another lengthy work. His late
remarkable conduct led me to regard his ways narrowly. I
observed that he never went to dinner; indeed that he never
went any where. As yet I had never of my personal knowledge
known him to be outside of my office. He was a perpetual
sentry in the corner. At about eleven o'clock though, in the
morning, I noticed that Ginger Nut would advance toward the
opening in Bartleby's screen, as if silently beckoned thither
by a gesture invisible to me where I sat. The boy would then
leave the office jingling a few pence, and reappear with a
handful of ginger-nuts which he delivered in the hermitage,
receiving two of the cakes for his trouble.
He lives,
then, on ginger-nuts, thought I; never eats a dinner, properly
speaking; he must be a vegetarian then; but no; he never eats
even vegetables, he eats nothing but ginger-nuts. My mind then
ran on in reveries concerning the probable effects upon the
human constitution of living entirely on ginger-nuts.
Ginger-nuts are so called because they contain ginger as one
of their peculiar constituents, and the final flavoring one.
Now what was ginger? A hot, spicy thing. Was Bartleby hot and
spicy? Not at all. Ginger, then, had no effect upon Bartleby.
Probably he preferred it should have none.
Nothing so
aggravates an earnest person as a passive resistance. If the
individual so resisted be of a not inhumane temper, and the
resisting one perfectly harmless in his passivity; then, in
the better moods of the former, he will endeavor charitably to
construe to his imagination what proves impossible to be
solved by his judgment. Even so, for the most part, I regarded
Bartleby and his ways. Poor fellow! thought I, he means no
mischief; it is plain he intends no insolence; his aspect
sufficiently evinces that his eccentricities are involuntary.
He is useful to me. I can get along with him. If I turn him
away, the chances are he will fall in with some less indulgent
employer, and then he will be rudely treated, and perhaps
driven forth miserably to starve. Yes. Here I can cheaply
purchase a delicious self-approval. To befriend Bartleby; to
humor him in his strange wilfulness, will cost me little or
nothing, while I lay up in my soul what will eventually prove
a sweet morsel for my conscience. But this mood was not
invariable with me. The passiveness of Bartleby sometimes
irritated me. I felt strangely goaded on to encounter him in
new opposition, to elicit some angry spark from him answerable
to my own. But indeed I might as well have essayed to strike
fire with my knuckles against a bit of Windsor soap. But one
afternoon the evil impulse in me mastered me, and the
following little scene ensued:
"Bartleby," said I,
"when those papers are all copied, I will compare them with
you."
"I would prefer not to."
"How? Surely you
do not mean to persist in that mulish vagary?"
No
answer.
I threw open the folding-doors near by, and
turning upon Turkey and Nippers, exclaimed in an excited
manner--
"He says, a second time, he won't examine his
papers. What do you think of it, Turkey?"
It was
afternoon, be it remembered. Turkey sat glowing like a brass
boiler, his bald head steaming, his hands reeling among his
blotted papers.
"Think of it?" roared Turkey; "I think
I'll just step behind his screen, and black his eyes for
him!"
So saying, Turkey rose to his feet and threw his
arms into a pugilistic position. He was hurrying away to make
good his promise, when I detained him, alarmed at the effect
of incautiously rousing Turkey's combativeness after
dinner.
"Sit down, Turkey," said I, "and hear what
Nippers has to say. What do you think of it, Nippers? Would I
not be justified in immediately dismissing
Bartleby?"
"Excuse me, that is for you to decide, sir.
I think his conduct quite unusual, and indeed unjust, as
regards Turkey and myself. But it may only be a passing
whim."
"Ah," exclaimed I, "you have strangely changed
your mind then-- you speak very gently of him
now."
"All beer," cried Turkey; "gentleness is effects
of beer-- Nippers and I dined together to-day. You see how
gentle I am, sir. Shall I go and black his eyes?"
"You
refer to Bartleby, I suppose. No, not to-day, Turkey," I
replied; "pray, put up your fists."
I closed the doors,
and again advanced towards Bartleby. I felt additional
incentives tempting me to my fate. I burned to be rebelled
against again. I remembered that Bartleby never left the
office.
"Bartleby," said I, "Ginger Nut is away; just
step round to the Post Office, won't you? (it was but a three
minutes walk,) and see if there is any thing for
me."
"I would prefer not to."
"You will
not?"
"I prefer not."
I staggered to my desk,
and sat there in a deep study. My blind inveteracy returned.
Was there any other thing in which I could procure myself to
be ignominiously repulsed by this lean, penniless wight?--my
hired clerk? What added thing is there, perfectly reasonable,
that he will be sure to refuse to
do?
"Bartleby!"
No answer.
"Bartleby," in
a louder tone.
No answer.
"Bartleby," I
roared.
Like a very ghost, agreeably to the laws of
magical invocation, at the third summons, he appeared at the
entrance of his hermitage.
"Go to the next room, and
tell Nippers to come to me."
"I prefer not to," he
respectfully and slowly said, and mildly
disappeared.
"Very good, Bartleby," said I, in a quiet
sort of serenely severe self-possessed tone, intimating the
unalterable purpose of some terrible retribution very close at
hand. At the moment I half intended something of the kind. But
upon the whole, as it was drawing towards my dinner-hour, I
thought it best to put on my hat and walk home for the day,
suffering much from perplexity and distress of
mind.
Shall I acknowledge it? The conclusion of this
whole business was, that it soon became a fixed fact of my
chambers, that a pale young scrivener, by the name of
Bartleby, had a desk there; that he copied for me at the usual
rate of four cents a folio (one hundred words); but he was
permanently exempt from examining the work done by him, that
duty being transferred to Turkey and Nippers, one of
compliment doubtless to their superior acuteness; moreover,
said Bartleby was never on any account to be dispatched on the
most trivial errand of any sort; and that even if entreated to
take upon him such a matter, it was generally understood that
he would prefer not to-- in other words, that he would refuse
point-blank.
As days passed on, I became considerably
reconciled to Bartleby. His steadiness, his freedom from all
dissipation, his incessant industry (except when he chose to
throw himself into a standing revery behind his screen), his
great stillness, his unalterableness of demeanor under all
circumstances, made him a valuable acquisition. One prime
thing was this,-- he was always there;-- first in the morning,
continually through the day, and the last at night. I had a
singular confidence in his honesty. I felt my most precious
papers perfectly safe in his hands. Sometimes to be sure I
could not, for the very soul of me, avoid falling into sudden
spasmodic passions with him. For it was exceeding difficult to
bear in mind all the time those strange peculiarities,
privileges, and unheard of exemptions, forming the tacit
stipulations on Bartleby's part under which he remained in my
office. Now and then, in the eagerness of dispatching pressing
business, I would inadvertently summon Bartleby, in a short,
rapid tone, to put his finger, say, on the incipient tie of a
bit of red tape with which I was about compressing some
papers. Of course, from behind the screen the usual answer, "I
prefer not to," was sure to come; and then, how could a human
creature with the common infirmities of our nature, refrain
from bitterly exclaiming upon such perverseness-- such
unreasonableness. However, every added repulse of this sort
which I received only tended to lessen the probability of my
repeating the inadvertence.
Here is must be said, that
according to the custom of most legal gentlemen occupying
chambers in densely-populated law buildings, there were
several keys to my door. One was kept by a woman residing in
the attic, which person weekly scrubbed and daily swept and
dusted my apartments. Another was kept by Turkey for
convenience sake. The third I sometimes carried in my own
pocket. The fourth I knew not who had.
Now, one Sunday
morning I happened to go to Trinity Church, to hear a
celebrated preacher, and finding myself rather early on the
ground, I thought I would walk round to my chambers for a
while. Luckily I had my key with me; but upon applying it to
the lock, I found it resisted by something inserted from the
inside. Quite surprised, I called out; when to my
consternation a key was turned from within; and thrusting his
lean visage at me, and holding the door ajar, the apparition
of Bartleby appeared, in his shirt sleeves, and otherwise in a
strangely tattered dishabille, saying quietly that he was
sorry, but he was deeply engaged just then, and-- preferred
not admitting me at present. In a brief word or two, he
moreover added, that perhaps I had better walk round the block
two or three times, and by that time he would probably have
concluded his affairs.
Now, the utterly unsurmised
appearance of Bartleby, tenanting my law-chambers of a Sunday
morning, with his cadaverously gentlemanly nonchalance, yet
withal firm and self-possessed, had such a strange effect upon
me, that incontinently I slunk away from my own door, and did
as desired. But not without sundry twinges of impotent
rebellion against the mild effrontery of this unaccountable
scrivener. Indeed, it was his wonderful mildness chiefly,
which not only disarmed me, but unmanned me, as it were. For I
consider that one, for the time, is a sort of unmanned when he
tranquilly permits his hired clerk to dictate to him, and
order him away from his own premises. Furthermore, I was full
of uneasiness as to what Bartleby could possibly be doing in
my office in his shirt sleeves, and in an otherwise dismantled
condition of a Sunday morning. Was any thing amiss going on?
Nay, that was out of the question. It was not to be thought of
for a moment that Bartleby was an immoral person. But what
could he be doing there?-- copying? Nay again, whatever might
be his eccentricities, Bartleby was an eminently decorous
person. He would be the last man to sit down to his desk in
any state approaching to nudity. Besides, it was Sunday; and
there was something about Bartleby that forbade the
supposition that we would by any secular occupation violate
the proprieties of the day.
Nevertheless, my mind was
not pacified; and full of a restless curiosity, at last I
returned to the door. Without hindrance I inserted my key,
opened it, and entered. Bartleby was not to be seen. I looked
round anxiously, peeped behind his screen; but it was very
plain that he was gone. Upon more closely examining the place,
I surmised that for an indefinite period Bartleby must have
ate, dressed, and slept in my office, and that too without
plate, mirror, or bed. The cushioned seat of a ricketty old
sofa in one corner bore the faint impress of a lean, reclining
form. Rolled away under his desk, I found a blanket; under the
empty grate, a blacking box and brush; on a chair, a tin
basin, with soap and a ragged towel; in a newspaper a few
crumbs of ginger-nuts and a morsel of cheese. Yet, thought I,
it is evident enough that Bartleby has been making his home
here, keeping bachelor's hall all by himself. Immediately then
the thought came sweeping across me, What miserable
friendlessness and loneliness are here revealed! His poverty
is great; but his solitude, how horrible! Think of it. Of a
Sunday, Wall-street is deserted as Petra; and every night of
every day it is an emptiness. This building too, which of
week-days hums with industry and life, at nightfall echoes
with sheer vacancy, and all through Sunday is forlorn. And
here Bartleby makes his home; sole spectator of a solitude
which he has seen all populous--a sort of innocent and
transformed Marius brooding among the ruins of
Carthage!
For the first time in my life a feeling of
overpowering stinging melancholy seized me. Before, I had
never experienced aught but a not-unpleasing sadness. The bond
of a common humanity now drew me irresistibly to gloom. A
fraternal melancholy! For both I and Bartleby were sons of
Adam. I remembered the bright silks and sparkling faces I had
seen that day, in gala trim, swan-like sailing down the
Mississippi of Broadway; and I contrasted them with the pallid
copyist, and thought to myself, Ah, happiness courts the
light, so we deem the world is gay; but misery hides aloof, so
we deem that misery there is none. These sad fancyings--
chimeras, doubtless, of a sick and silly brain-- led on to
other and more special thoughts, concerning the eccentricities
of Bartleby. Presentiments of strange discoveries hovered
round me. The scrivener's pale form appeared to me laid out,
among uncaring strangers, in its shivering winding
sheet.
Suddenly I was attracted by Bartleby's closed
desk, the key in open sight left in the lock.
I mean no
mischief, seek the gratification of no heartless curiosity,
thought I; besides, the desk is mine, and its contents too, so
I will make bold to look within. Every thing was methodically
arranged, the papers smoothly placed. The pigeon holes were
deep, and removing the files of documents, I groped into their
recesses. Presently I felt something there, and dragged it
out. It was an old bandanna handkerchief, heavy and knotted. I
opened it, and saw it was a savings' bank.
I now
recalled all the quiet mysteries which I had noted in the man.
I remembered that he never spoke but to answer; that though at
intervals he had considerable time to himself, yet I had never
seen him reading-- no, not even a newspaper; that for long
periods he would stand looking out, at his pale window behind
the screen, upon the dead brick wall; I was quite sure he
never visited any refectory or eating house; while his pale
face clearly indicated that he never drank beer like Turkey,
or tea and coffee even, like other men; that he never went any
where in particular that I could learn; never went out for a
walk, unless indeed that was the case at present; that he had
declined telling who he was, or whence he came, or whether he
had any relatives in the world; that though so thin and pale,
he never complained of ill health. And more than all, I
remembered a certain unconscious air of pallid-- how shall I
call it?-- of pallid haughtiness, say, or rather an austere
reserve about him, which had positively awed me into my tame
compliance with his eccentricities, when I had feared to ask
him to do the slightest incidental thing for me, even though I
might know, from his long-continued motionlessness, that
behind his screen he must be standing in one of those
dead-wall reveries of his.
Revolving all these things,
and coupling them with the recently discovered fact that he
made my office his constant abiding place and home, and not
forgetful of his morbid moodiness; revolving all these things,
a prudential feeling began to steal over me. My first emotions
had been those of pure melancholy and sincerest pity; but just
in proportion as the forlornness of Bartleby grew and grew to
my imagination, did that same melancholy merge into fear, that
pity into repulsion. So true it is, and so terrible too, that
up to a certain point the thought or sight of misery enlists
our best affections; but, in certain special cases, beyond
that point it does not. They err who would assert that
invariably this is owing to the inherent selfishness of the
human heart. It rather proceeds from a certain hopelessness of
remedying excessive and organic ill. To a sensitive being,
pity is not seldom pain. And when at last it is perceived that
such pity cannot lead to effectual succor, common sense bids
the soul be rid of it. What I saw that morning persuaded me
that the scrivener was the victim of innate and incurable
disorder. I might give alms to his body; but his body did not
pain him; it was his soul that suffered, and his soul I could
not reach.
I did not accomplish the purpose of going to
Trinity Church that morning. Somehow, the things I had seen
disqualified me for the time from church-going. I walked
homeward, thinking what I would do with Bartleby. Finally, I
resolved upon this;--I would put certain calm questions to him
the next morning, touching his history, &c., and if he
declined to answer then openly and reservedly (and I supposed
he would prefer not), then to give him a twenty dollar bill
over and above whatever I might owe him, and tell him his
services were no longer required; but that if in any other way
I could assist him, I would be happy to do so, especially if
he desired to return to his native place, wherever that might
be, I would willingly help to defray the expenses. Moreover,
if, after reaching home, he found himself at any time in want
of aid, a letter from him would be sure of a reply.
The
next morning came.
"Bartleby," said I, gently calling
to him behind his screen.
No reply.
"Bartleby,"
said I, in a still gentler tone, "come here; I am not going to
ask you to do any thing you would prefer not to do-- I simply
wish to speak to you."
Upon this he noiselessly slid
into view.
"Will you tell me, Bartleby, where you were
born?"
"I would prefer not to."
"Will you tell
me any thing about yourself?"
"I would prefer not
to."
"But what reasonable objection can you have to
speak to me? I feel friendly towards you."
He did not
look at me while I spoke, but kept his glance fixed upon my
bust of Cicero, which as I then sat, was directly behind me,
some six inches above my head.
"What is your answer,
Bartleby?" said I, after waiting a considerable time for a
reply, during which his countenance remained immovable, only
there was the faintest conceivable tremor of the white
attenuated mouth.
"At present I prefer to give no
answer," he said, and retired into his hermitage.
It
was rather weak in me I confess, but his manner on this
occasion nettled me. Not only did there seem to lurk in it a
certain disdain, but his perverseness seemed ungrateful,
considering the undeniable good usage and indulgence he had
received from me.
Again I sat ruminating what I should
do. Mortified as I was at his behavior, and resolved as I had
been to dismiss him when I entered my office, nevertheless I
strangely felt something superstitious knocking at my heart,
and forbidding me to carry out my purpose, and denouncing me
for a villain if I dared to breathe one bitter word against
this forlornest of mankind. At last, familiarly drawing my
chair behind his screen, I sat down and said: "Bartleby, never
mind then about revealing your history; but let me entreat
you, as a friend, to comply as far as may be with the usages
of this office. Say now you will help to examine papers
to-morrow or next day: in short, say now that in a day or two
you will begin to be a little reasonable:-- say so,
Bartleby."
"At present I would prefer not to be a
little reasonable," was his mildly cadaverous
reply.
Just then the folding-doors opened, and Nippers
approached. He seemed suffering from an unusually bad night's
rest, induced by severer indigestion than common. He overheard
those final words of Bartleby.
"Prefer not, eh?"
gritted Nippers-- "I'd prefer him, if I were you, sir,"
addressing me-- "I'd prefer him; I'd give him preferences, the
stubborn mule! What is it, sir, pray, that he prefers not to
do now?"
Bartleby moved not a limb.
"Mr.
Nippers," said I, "I'd prefer that you would withdraw for the
present."
Somehow, of late I had got into the way of
involuntarily using this word "prefer" upon all sorts of not
exactly suitable occasions. And I trembled to think that my
contact with the scrivener had already and seriously affected
me in a mental way. And what further and deeper aberration
might it not yet produce? This apprehension had not been
without efficacy in determining me to summary means.
As
Nippers, looking very sour and sulky, was departing, Turkey
blandly and deferentially approached.
"With submission,
sir," said he, "yesterday I was thinking about Bartleby here,
and I think that if he would but prefer to take a quart of
good ale every day, it would do much towards mending him, and
enabling him to assist in examining his papers."
"So
you have got the word too," said I, slightly
excited.
"With submission, what word, sir," asked
Turkey, respectfully crowding himself into the contracted
space behind the screen, and by so doing, making me jostle the
scrivener. "What word, sir?"
"I would prefer to be left
alone here," said Bartleby, as if offended at being mobbed in
his privacy.
"That's the word, Turkey," said I--
"that's it."
"Oh, prefer? oh yes-- queer word. I never
use it myself. But, sir, as I was saying, if he would but
prefer--"
"Turkey," interrupted I, "you will please
withdraw."
"Oh, certainly, sir, if you prefer that I
should."
As he opened the folding-door to retire,
Nippers at his desk caught a glimpse of me, and asked whether
I would prefer to have a certain paper copied on blue paper or
white. He did not in the least roguishly accent the word
prefer. It was plain that it involuntarily rolled from his
tongue. I thought to myself, surely I must get rid of a
demented man, who already has in some degree turned the
tongues, if not the heads of myself and clerks. But I thought
it prudent not to break the dismission at once.
The
next day I noticed that Bartleby did nothing but stand at his
window in his dead-wall revery. Upon asking him why he did not
write, he said that he had decided upon doing no more
writing.
"Why, how now? what next?" exclaimed I, "do no
more writing?"
"No more."
"And what is the
reason?"
"Do you not see the reason for yourself," he
indifferently replied.
I looked steadfastly at him, and
perceived that his eyes looked dull and glazed. Instantly it
occurred to me, that his unexampled diligence in copying by
his dim window for the first few weeks of his stay with me
might have temporarily impaired his vision.
I was
touched. I said something in condolence with him. I hinted
that of course he did wisely in abstaining from writing for a
while; and urged him to embrace that opportunity of taking
wholesome exercise in the open air. This, however, he did not
do. A few days after this, my other clerks being absent, and
being in a great hurry to dispatch certain letters by the
mail, I thought that, having nothing else earthly to do,
Bartleby would surely be less inflexible than usual, and carry
these letters to the post-office. But he blankly declined. So,
much to my inconvenience, I went myself.
Still added
days went by. Whether Bartleby's eyes improved or not, I could
not say. To all appearance, I thought they did. But when I
asked him if they did, he vouchsafed no answer. At all events,
he would do no copying. At last, in reply to my urgings, he
informed me that he had permanently given up
copying.
"What!" exclaimed I; "suppose your eyes should
get entirely well--better than ever before-- would you not
copy then?"
"I have given up copying," he answered, and
slid aside.
He remained as ever, a fixture in my
chamber. Nay-- if that were possible-- he became still more of
a fixture than before. What was to be done? He would do
nothing in the office: why should he stay there? In plain
fact, he had now become a millstone to me, not only useless as
a necklace, but afflictive to bear. Yet I was sorry for him. I
speak less than truth when I say that, on his own account, he
occasioned me uneasiness. If he would but have named a single
relative or friend, I would instantly have written, and urged
their taking the poor fellow away to some convenient retreat.
But he seemed alone, absolutely alone in the universe. A bit
of wreck in the mid Atlantic. At length, necessities connected
with my business tyrannized over all other considerations.
Decently as I could, I told Bartleby that in six days' time he
must unconditionally leave the office. I warned him to take
measures, in the interval, for procuring some other abode. I
offered to assist him in this endeavor, if he himself would
but take the first step towards a removal. "And when you
finally quit me, Bartleby," added I, "I shall see that you go
not away entirely unprovided. Six days from this hour,
remember."
At the expiration of that period, I peeped
behind the screen, and lo! Bartleby was there.
I
buttoned up my coat, balanced myself; advanced slowly towards
him, touched his shoulder, and said, "The time has come; you
must quit this place; I am sorry for you; here is money; but
you must go."
"I would prefer not," he replied, with
his back still towards me.
"You must."
He
remained silent.
Now I had an unbounded confidence in
this man's common honesty. He had frequently restored to me
sixpences and shillings carelessly dropped upon the floor, for
I am apt to be very reckless in such shirt-button affairs. The
proceeding then which followed will not be deemed
extraordinary.
"Bartleby," said I, "I owe you twelve
dollars on account; here are thirty-two; the odd twenty are
yours.--Will you take it?" and I handed the bills towards
him.
But he made no motion.
"I will leave them
here then," putting them under a weight on the table. Then
taking my hat and cane and going to the door I tranquilly
turned and added-- "After you have removed your things from
these offices, Bartleby, you will of course lock the door--
since every one is now gone for the day but you-- and if you
please, slip your key underneath the mat, so that I may have
it in the morning. I shall not see you again; so good-bye to
you. If hereafter in your new place of abode I can be of any
service to you, do not fail to advise me by letter. Good-bye,
Bartleby, and fare you well."
But he answered not a
word; like the last column of some ruined temple, he remained
standing mute and solitary in the middle of the otherwise
deserted room.
As I walked home in a pensive mood, my
vanity got the better of my pity. I could not but highly plume
myself on my masterly management in getting rid of Bartleby.
Masterly I call it, and such it must appear to any
dispassionate thinker. The beauty of my procedure seemed to
consist in its perfect quietness. There was no vulgar
bullying, no bravado of any sort, no choleric hectoring, and
striding to and fro across the apartment, jerking out vehement
commands for Bartleby to bundle himself off with his beggarly
traps. Nothing of the kind. Without loudly bidding Bartleby
depart-- as an inferior genius might have done-- I assumed the
ground that depart he must; and upon the assumption built all
I had to say. The more I thought over my procedure, the more I
was charmed with it. Nevertheless, next morning, upon
awakening, I had my doubts,-- I had somehow slept off the
fumes of vanity. One of the coolest and wisest hours a man
has, is just after he awakes in the morning. My procedure
seemed as sagacious as ever,-- but only in theory. How it
would prove in practice-- there was the rub. It was truly a
beautiful thought to have assumed Bartleby's departure; but,
after all, that assumption was simply my own, and none of
Bartleby's. The great point was, not whether I had assumed
that he would quit me, but whether he would prefer so to do.
He was more a man of preferences than
assumptions.
AFTER breakfast, I walked down town,
arguing the probabilities pro and con. One moment I thought it
would prove a miserable failure, and Bartleby would be found
all alive at my office as usual; the next moment it seemed
certain that I should see his chair empty. And so I kept
veering about. At the corner of Broadway and Canal-street, I
saw quite an excited group of people standing in earnest
conversation.
"I'll take odds he doesn't," said a voice
as I passed.
"Doesn't go?--done!" said I, "put up your
money."
I was instinctively putting my hand in my
pocket to produce my own, when I remembered that this was an
election day. The words I had overheard bore no reference to
Bartleby, but to the success or non-success of some candidate
for the mayoralty. In my intent frame of mind, I had, as it
were, imagined that all Broadway shared in my excitement, and
were debating the same question with me. I passed on, very
thankful that the uproar of the street screened my momentary
absent-mindedness.
As I had intended, I was earlier
than usual at my office door. I stood listening for a moment.
All was still. He must be gone. I tried the knob. The door was
locked. Yes, my procedure had worked to a charm; he indeed
must be vanished. Yet a certain melancholy mixed with this: I
was almost sorry for my brilliant success. I was fumbling
under the door mat for the key, which Bartleby was to have
left there for me, when accidentally my knee knocked against a
panel, producing a summoning sound, and in response a voice
came to me from within-- "Not yet; I am occupied."
It
was Bartleby.
I was thunderstruck. For an instant I
stood like the man who, pipe in mouth, was killed one
cloudless afternoon long ago in Virginia, by summer lightning;
at his own warm open window he was killed, and remained
leaning out there upon the dreamy afternoon, till some one
touched him, when he fell.
"Not gone!" I murmured at
last. But again obeying that wondrous ascendancy which the
inscrutable scrivener had over me, and from which ascendency,
for all my chafing, I could not completely escape, I slowly
went down stairs and out into the street, and while walking
round the block, considered what I should next do in this
unheard-of perplexity. Turn the man out by an actual thrusting
I could not; to drive him away by calling him hard names would
not do; calling in the police was an unpleasant idea; and yet,
permit him to enjoy his cadaverous triumph over me,-- this too
I could not think of. What was to be done? or, if nothing
could be done, was there any thing further that I could assume
in the matter? Yes, as before I had prospectively assumed that
Bartleby would depart, so now I might retrospectively assume
that departed he was. In the legitimate carrying out of this
assumption, I might enter my office in a great hurry, and
pretending not to see Bartleby at all, walk straight against
him as if he were air. Such a proceeding would in a singular
degree have the appearance of a home-thrust. It was hardly
possible that Bartleby could withstand such an application of
the doctrine of assumptions. But upon second thoughts the
success of the plan seemed rather dubious. I resolved to argue
the matter over with him again.
"Bartleby," said I,
entering the office, with a quietly severe expression, "I am
seriously displeased. I am pained, Bartleby. I had thought
better of you. I had imagined you of such a gentlemanly
organization, that in any delicate dilemma a slight hint would
suffice-- in short, an assumption. But it appears I am
deceived. Why," I added, unaffectedly starting, "you have not
even touched the money yet," pointing to it, just where I had
left it the evening previous.
He answered
nothing.
"Will you, or will you not, quit me?" I now
demanded in a sudden passion, advancing close to
him.
"I would prefer not to quit you," he replied,
gently emphasizing the not.
"What earthly right have
you to stay here? Do you pay any rent? Do you pay my taxes? Or
is this property yours?"
He answered
nothing.
"Are you ready to go on and write now? Are
your eyes recovered? Could you copy a small paper for me this
morning? or help examine a few lines? or step round to the
post-office? In a word, will you do any thing at all, to give
a coloring to your refusal to depart the premises?"
He
silently retired into his hermitage.
I was now in such
a state of nervous resentment that I thought it but prudent to
check myself at present from further demonstrations. Bartleby
and I were alone. I remembered the tragedy of the unfortunate
Adams and the still more unfortunate Colt in the solitary
office of the latter; and how poor Colt, being dreadfully
incensed by Adams, and imprudently permitting himself to get
wildly excited, was at unawares hurried into his fatal act--
an act which certainly no man could possibly deplore more than
the actor himself. Often it had occurred to me in my
ponderings upon the subject, that had that altercation taken
place in the public street, or at a private residence, it
would not have terminated as it did. It was the circumstance
of being alone in a solitary office, up stairs, of a building
entirely unhallowed by humanizing domestic associations-- an
uncarpeted office, doubtless, of a dusty, haggard sort of
appearance;-- this it must have been, which greatly helped to
enhance the irritable desperation of the hapless
Colt.
But when this old Adam of resentment rose in me
and tempted me concerning Bartleby, I grappled him and threw
him. How? Why, simply by recalling the divine injunction: "A
new commandment give I unto you, that ye love one another."
Yes, this it was that saved me. Aside from higher
considerations, charity often operates as a vastly wise and
prudent principle-- a great safeguard to its possessor. Men
have committed murder for jealousy's sake, and anger's sake,
and hatred's sake, and selfishness' sake, and spiritual
pride's sake; but no man that ever I heard of, ever committed
a diabolical murder for sweet charity's sake. Mere
self-interest, then, if no better motive can be enlisted,
should, especially with high-tempered men, prompt all beings
to charity and philanthropy. At any rate, upon the occasion in
question, I strove to drown my exasperated feelings towards
the scrivener by benevolently construing his conduct. Poor
fellow, poor fellow! thought I, he don't mean any thing; and
besides, he has seen hard times, and ought to be
indulged.
I endeavored also immediately to occupy
myself, and at the same time to comfort my despondency. I
tried to fancy that in the course of the morning, at such time
as might prove agreeable to him, Bartleby, of his own free
accord, would emerge from his hermitage, and take up some
decided line of march in the direction of the door. But no.
Half-past twelve o'clock came; Turkey began to glow in the
face, overturn his inkstand, and become generally
obstreperous; Nippers abated down into quietude and courtesy;
Ginger Nut munched his noon apple; and Bartleby remained
standing at his window in one of his profoundest dead-wall
reveries. Will it be credited? Ought I to acknowledge it? That
afternoon I left the office without saying one further word to
him.
Some days now passed, during which, at leisure
intervals I looked a little into "Edwards on the Will," and
"Priestley on Necessity." Under the circumstances, those books
induced a salutary feeling. Gradually I slid into the
persuasion that these troubles of mine touching the scrivener,
had been all predestinated from eternity, and Bartleby was
billeted upon me for some mysterious purpose of an all-wise
Providence, which it was not for a mere mortal like me to
fathom. Yes, Bartleby, stay there behind your screen, thought
I; I shall persecute you no more; you are harmless and
noiseless as any of these old chairs; in short, I never feel
so private as when I know you are here. At least I see it, I
feel it; I penetrate to the predestinated purpose of my life.
I am content. Others may have loftier parts to enact; but my
mission in this world, Bartleby, is to furnish you with
office-room for such period as you may see fit to
remain.
I believe that this wise and blessed frame of
mind would have continued with me, had it not been for the
unsolicited and uncharitable remarks obtruded upon me by my
professional friends who visited the rooms. But thus it often
is, that the constant friction of illiberal minds wears out at
last the best resolves of the more generous. Though to be
sure, when I reflected upon it, it was not strange that people
entering my office should be struck by the peculiar aspect of
the unaccountable Bartleby, and so be tempted to throw out
some sinister observations concerning him. Sometimes an
attorney having business with me, and calling at my office,
and finding no one but the scrivener there, would undertake to
obtain some sort of precise information from him touching my
whereabouts; but without heeding his idle talk, Bartleby would
remain standing immovable in the middle of the room. So after
contemplating him in that position for a time, the attorney
would depart, no wiser than he came.
Also, when a
Reference was going on, and the room full of lawyers and
witnesses and business was driving fast; some deeply occupied
legal gentleman present, seeing Bartleby wholly unemployed,
would request him to run round to his (the legal gentleman's)
office and fetch some papers for him. Thereupon, Bartleby
would tranquilly decline, and yet remain idle as before. Then
the lawyer would give a great stare, and turn to me. And what
could I say? At last I was made aware that all through the
circle of my professional acquaintance, a whisper of wonder
was running round, having reference to the strange creature I
kept at my office. This worried me very much. And as the idea
came upon me of his possibly turning out a long-lived man, and
keep occupying my chambers, and denying my authority; and
perplexing my visitors; and scandalizing my professional
reputation; and casting a general gloom over the premises;
keeping soul and body together to the last upon his savings
(for doubtless he spent but half a dime a day), and in the end
perhaps outlive me, and claim possession of my office by right
of his perpetual occupancy: as all these dark anticipations
crowded upon me more and more, and my friends continually
intruded their relentless remarks upon the apparition in my
room; a great change was wrought in me. I resolved to gather
all my faculties together, and for ever rid me of this
intolerable incubus.
Ere revolving any complicated
project, however, adapted to this end, I first simply
suggested to Bartleby the propriety of his permanent
departure. In a calm and serious tone, I commended the idea to
his careful and mature consideration. But having taken three
days to meditate upon it, he apprised me that his original
determination remained the same; in short, that he still
preferred to abide with me.
What shall I do? I now said
to myself, buttoning up my coat to the last button. What shall
I do? what ought I to do? what does conscience say I should do
with this man, or rather ghost. Rid myself of him, I must; go,
he shall. But how? You will not thrust him, the poor, pale,
passive mortal,-- you will not thrust such a helpless creature
out of your door? you will not dishonor yourself by such
cruelty? No, I will not, I cannot do that. Rather would I let
him live and die here, and then mason up his remains in the
wall. What then will you do? For all your coaxing, he will not
budge. Bribes he leaves under your own paperweight on your
table; in short, it is quite plain that he prefers to cling to
you.
Then something severe, something unusual must be
done. What! surely you will not have him collared by a
constable, and commit his innocent pallor to the common jail?
And upon what ground could you procure such a thing to be
done?-- a vagrant, is he? What! he a vagrant, a wanderer, who
refuses to budge? It is because he will not be a vagrant,
then, that you seek to count him as a vagrant. That is too
absurd. No visible means of support: there I have him. Wrong
again: for indubitably he does support himself, and that is
the only unanswerable proof that any man can show of his
possessing the means so to do. No more then. Since he will not
quit me, I must quit him. I will change my offices; I will
move elsewhere; and give him fair notice, that if I find him
on my new premises I will then proceed against him as a common
trespasser.
Acting accordingly, next day I thus
addressed him: "I find these chambers too far from the City
Hall; the air is unwholesome. In a word, I propose to remove
my offices next week, and shall no longer require your
services. I tell you this now, in order that you may seek
another place."
He made no reply, and nothing more was
said.
On the appointed day I engaged carts and men,
proceeded to my chambers, and having but little furniture,
every thing was removed in a few hours. Throughout, the
scrivener remained standing behind the screen, which I
directed to be removed the last thing. It was withdrawn; and
being folded up like a huge folio, left him the motionless
occupant of a naked room. I stood in the entry watching him a
moment, while something from within me upbraided me.
I
re-entered, with my hand in my pocket-- and-- and my heart in
my mouth.
"Good-bye, Bartleby; I am going-- good-bye,
and God some way bless you; and take that," slipping something
in his hand. But it dropped upon the floor, and then,--
strange to say-- I tore myself from him whom I had so longed
to be rid of.
Established in my new quarters, for a day
or two I kept the door locked, and started at every footfall
in the passages. When I returned to my rooms after any little
absence, I would pause at the threshold for an instant, and
attentively listen, ere applying my key. But these fears were
needless. Bartleby never came nigh me.
I thought all
was going well, when a perturbed looking stranger visited me,
inquiring whether I was the person who had recently occupied
rooms at No. -- Wall-street.
Full of forebodings, I
replied that I was.
"Then sir," said the stranger, who
proved a lawyer, "you are responsible for the man you left
there. He refuses to do any copying; he refuses to do any
thing; he says he prefers not to; and he refuses to quit the
premises."
"I am very sorry, sir," said I, with assumed
tranquillity, but an inward tremor, "but, really, the man you
allude to is nothing to me-- he is no relation or apprentice
of mine, that you should hold me responsible for
him."
"In mercy's name, who is he?"
"I certainly
cannot inform you. I know nothing about him. Formerly I
employed him as a copyist; but he has done nothing for me now
for some time past."
"I shall settle him then,-- good
morning, sir."
Several days passed, and I heard nothing
more; and though I often felt a charitable prompting to call
at the place and see poor Bartleby, yet a certain
squeamishness of I know not what withheld me.
All is
over with him, by this time, thought I at last, when through
another week no further intelligence reached me. But coming to
my room the day after, I found several persons waiting at my
door in a high state of nervous excitement.
"That's the
man-- here he comes," cried the foremost one, whom I
recognized as the lawyer who had previously called upon me
alone.
"You must take him away, sir, at once," cried a
portly person among them, advancing upon me, and whom I knew
to be the landlord of No. -- Wall-street. "These gentlemen, my
tenants, cannot stand it any longer; Mr. B----" pointing to
the lawyer, "has turned him out of his room, and he now
persists in haunting the building generally, sitting upon the
banisters of the stairs by day, and sleeping in the entry by
night. Every body is concerned; clients are leaving the
offices; some fears are entertained of a mob; something you
must do, and that without delay."
Aghast at this
torrent, I fell back before it, and would fain have locked
myself in my new quarters. In vain I persisted that Bartleby
was nothing to me-- no more than to any one else. In vain:-- I
was the last person known to have any thing to do with him,
and they held me to the terrible account. Fearful then of
being exposed in the papers (as one person present obscurely
threatened) I considered the matter, and at length said, that
if the lawyer would give me a confidential interview with the
scrivener, in his (the lawyer's) own room, I would that
afternoon strive my best to rid them of the nuisance they
complained of.
Going up stairs to my old haunt, there
was Bartleby silently sitting upon the banister at the
landing.
"What are you doing here, Bartleby?" said
I.
"Sitting upon the banister," he mildly
replied.
I motioned him into the lawyer's room, who
then left us.
"Bartleby," said I, "are you aware that
you are the cause of great tribulation to me, by persisting in
occupying the entry after being dismissed from the
office?"
No answer.
"Now one of two things must
take place. Either you must do something, or something must be
done to you. Now what sort of business would you like to
engage in? Would you like to re-engage in copying for some
one?"
"No; I would prefer not to make any
change."
"Would you like a clerkship in a dry-goods
store?"
"There is too much confinement about that. No,
I would not like a clerkship; but I am not
particular."
"Too much confinement," I cried, "why you
keep yourself confined all the time!"
"I would prefer
not to take a clerkship," he rejoined, as if to settle that
little item at once.
"How would a bar-tender's business
suit you? There is no trying of the eyesight in
that."
"I would not like it at all; though, as I said
before, I am not particular."
His unwonted wordiness
inspirited me. I returned to the charge.
"Well then,
would you like to travel through the country collecting bills
for the merchants? That would improve your
health."
"No, I would prefer to be doing something
else."
"How then would going as a companion to Europe,
to entertain some young gentleman with your conversation,--how
would that suit you?"
"Not at all. It does not strike
me that there is any thing definite about that. I like to be
stationary. But I am not particular."
"Stationary you
shall be then," I cried, now losing all patience, and for the
first time in all my exasperating connection with him fairly
flying into a passion. "If you do not go away from these
premises before night, I shall feel bound-- indeed I am
bound-- to-- to-- to quit the premises myself!" I rather
absurdly concluded, knowing not with what possible threat to
try to frighten his immobility into compliance. Despairing of
all further efforts, I was precipitately leaving him, when a
final thought occurred to me-- one which had not been wholly
unindulged before.
"Bartleby," said I, in the kindest
tone I could assume under such exciting circumstances, "will
you go home with me now-- not to my office, but my dwelling--
and remain there till we can conclude upon some convenient
arrangement for you at our leisure? Come, let us start now,
right away."
"No: at present I would prefer not to make
any change at all."
I answered nothing; but effectually
dodging every one by the suddenness and rapidity of my flight,
rushed from the building, ran up Wall-street towards Broadway,
and jumping into the first omnibus was soon removed from
pursuit. As soon as tranquillity returned I distinctly
perceived that I had now done all that I possibly could, both
in respect to the demands of the landlord and his tenants, and
with regard to my own desire and sense of duty, to benefit
Bartleby, and shield him from rude persecution. I now strove
to be entirely care-free and quiescent; and my conscience
justified me in the attempt; though indeed it was not so
successful as I could have wished. So fearful was I of being
again hunted out by the incensed landlord and his exasperated
tenants, that, surrendering my business to Nippers, for a few
days I drove about the upper part of the town and through the
suburbs, in my rockaway; crossed over to Jersey City and
Hoboken, and paid fugitive visits to Manhattanville and
Astoria. In fact I almost lived in my rockaway for the
time.
When again I entered my office, lo, a note from
the landlord lay upon the desk. I opened it with trembling
hands. It informed me that the writer had sent to the police,
and had Bartleby removed to the Tombs as a vagrant. Moreover,
since I knew more about him than any one else, he wished me to
appear at that place, and make a suitable statement of the
facts. These tidings had a conflicting effect upon me. At
first I was indignant; but at last almost approved. The
landlord's energetic, summary disposition had led him to adopt
a procedure which I do not think I would have decided upon
myself; and yet as a last resort, under such peculiar
circumstances, it seemed the only plan.
As I afterwards
learned, the poor scrivener, when told that he must be
conducted to the Tombs, offered not the slightest obstacle,
but in his pale unmoving way, silently acquiesced.
Some
of the compassionate and curious bystanders joined the party;
and headed by one of the constables arm in arm with Bartleby,
the silent procession filed its way through all the noise, and
heat, and joy of the roaring thoroughfares at noon.
The
same day I received the note I went to the Tombs, or to speak
more properly, the Halls of Justice. Seeking the right
officer, I stated the purpose of my call, and was informed
that the individual I described was indeed within. I then
assured the functionary that Bartleby was a perfectly honest
man, and greatly to be compassionated, however unaccountably
eccentric. I narrated all I knew, and closed by suggesting the
idea of letting him remain in as indulgent confinement as
possible till something less harsh might be done-- though
indeed I hardly knew what. At all events, if nothing else
could be decided upon, the alms-house must receive him. I then
begged to have an interview.
Being under no disgraceful
charge, and quite serene and harmless in all his ways, they
had permitted him freely to wander about the prison, and
especially in the inclosed grass-platted yards thereof. And so
I found him there, standing all alone in the quietest of the
yards, his face towards a high wall, while all around, from
the narrow slits of the jail windows, I thought I saw peering
out upon him the eyes of murderers and
thieves.
"Bartleby!"
"I know you," he said,
without looking round,-- "and I want nothing to say to
you."
"It was not I that brought you here, Bartleby,"
said I, keenly pained at his implied suspicion. "And to you,
this should not be so vile a place. Nothing reproachful
attaches to you by being here. And see, it is not so sad a
place as one might think. Look, there is the sky, and here is
the grass."
"I know where I am," he replied, but would
say nothing more, and so I left him.
As I entered the
corridor again, a broad meat-like man, in an apron, accosted
me, and jerking his thumb over his shoulder said-- "Is that
your friend?"
"Yes."
"Does he want to starve? If
he does, let him live on the prison fare, that's
all."
"Who are you?" asked I, not knowing what to make
of such an unofficially speaking person in such a
place.
"I am the grub-man. Such gentlemen as have
friends here, hire me to provide them with something good to
eat."
"Is this so?" said I, turning to the
turnkey.
He said it was.
"Well then," said I,
slipping some silver into the grub-man's hands (for so they
called him). "I want you to give particular attention to my
friend there; let him have the best dinner you can get. And
you must be as polite to him as possible."
"Introduce
me, will you?" said the grub-man, looking at me with an
expression which seem to say he was all impatience for an
opportunity to give a specimen of his
breeding.
Thinking it would prove of benefit to the
scrivener, I acquiesced; and asking the grub-man his name,
went up with him to Bartleby.
"Bartleby, this is Mr.
Cutlets; you will find him very useful to you."
"Your
sarvant, sir, your sarvant," said the grub-man, making a low
salutation behind his apron. "Hope you find it pleasant here,
sir;-- spacious grounds-- cool apartments, sir-- hope you'll
stay with us some time--try to make it agreeable. May Mrs.
Cutlets and I have the pleasure of your company to dinner,
sir, in Mrs. Cutlets' private room?"
"I prefer not to
dine to-day," said Bartleby, turning away. "It would disagree
with me; I am unused to dinners." So saying he slowly moved to
the other side of the inclosure, and took up a position
fronting the dead-wall.
"How's this?" said the
grub-man, addressing me with a stare of astonishment. "He's
odd, aint he?"
"I think he is a little deranged," said
I, sadly.
"Deranged? deranged is it? Well now, upon my
word, I thought that friend of yourn was a gentleman forger;
they are always pale and genteel-like, them forgers. I can't
help pity 'em--can't help it, sir. Did you know Monroe
Edwards?" he added touchingly, and paused. Then, laying his
hand pityingly on my shoulder, sighed, "he died of consumption
at Sing-Sing. So you weren't acquainted with
Monroe?"
"No, I was never socially acquainted with any
forgers. But I cannot stop longer. Look to my friend yonder.
You will not lose by it. I will see you again."
Some
few days after this, I again obtained admission to the Tombs,
and went through the corridors in quest of Bartleby; but
without finding him.
"I saw him coming from his cell
not long ago," said a turnkey, "may be he's gone to loiter in
the yards."
So I went in that direction.
"Are
you looking for the silent man?" said another turnkey passing
me. "Yonder he lies-- sleeping in the yard there. 'Tis not
twenty minutes since I saw him lie down."
The yard was
entirely quiet. It was not accessible to the common prisoners.
The surrounding walls, of amazing thickness, kept off all
sounds behind them. The Egyptian character of the masonry
weighed upon me with its gloom. But a soft imprisoned turf
grew under foot. The heart of the eternal pyramids, it seemed,
wherein, by some strange magic, through the clefts,
grass-seed, dropped by birds, had sprung.
Strangely
huddled at the base of the wall, his knees drawn up, and lying
on his side, his head touching the cold stones, I saw the
wasted Bartleby. But nothing stirred. I paused; then went
close up to him; stooped over, and saw that his dim eyes were
open; otherwise he seemed profoundly sleeping. Something
prompted me to touch him. I felt his hand, when a tingling
shiver ran up my arm and down my spine to my feet.
The
round face of the grub-man peered upon me now. "His dinner is
ready. Won't he dine to-day, either? Or does he live without
dining?"
"Lives without dining," said I, and closed the
eyes.
"Eh!-- He's asleep, aint he?"
"With kings
and counsellors," murmured I.
* * * * * * * * * *
There would seem little need for proceeding further in
this history. Imagination will readily supply the meagre
recital of poor Bartleby's interment. But ere parting with the
reader, let me say, that if this little narrative has
sufficiently interested him, to awaken curiosity as to who
Bartleby was, and what manner of life he led prior to the
present narrator's making his acquaintance, I can only reply,
that in such curiosity I fully share, but am wholly unable to
gratify it. Yet here I hardly know whether I should divulge
one little item of rumor, which came to my ear a few months
after the scrivener's decease. Upon what basis it rested, I
could never ascertain; and hence, how true it is I cannot now
tell. But inasmuch as this vague report has not been without a
certain strange suggestive interest to me, however sad, it may
prove the same with some others; and so I will briefly mention
it. The report was this: that Bartleby had been a subordinate
clerk in the Dead Letter Office at Washington, from which he
had been suddenly removed by a change in the administration.
When I think over this rumor, I cannot adequately express the
emotions which seize me. Dead letters! does it not sound like
dead men? Conceive a man by nature and misfortune prone to a
pallid hopelessness, can any business seem more fitted to
heighten it than that of continually handling these dead
letters and assorting them for the flames? For by the
cart-load they are annually burned. Sometimes from out the
folded paper the pale clerk takes a ring:-- the finger it was
meant for, perhaps, moulders in the grave; a bank-note sent in
swiftest charity:-- he whom it would relieve, nor eats nor
hungers any more; pardon for those who died despairing; hope
for those who died unhoping; good tidings for those who died
stifled by unrelieved calamities. On errands of life, these
letters speed to death.
Ah Bartleby! Ah
humanity!
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